Super cool form of expression. Acapella stuff is foreign to me but it works well. The lyricism is quite good too. Brings me feelings, powerful imagery.

Brought me some feelings. Namely nostalgia, and bittersweet recollection. Also others I can't quite place at the moment. Thanks for this.

I guess I hate myself because I just decided to listen to this entire thing

There is a lot of possible symbolism you could draw from this. Though I am unsure of what your intentions were, if any really. Very good.

Love this

Quite an interesting story. I only hope you do not do such things in the future. Life can be very boring and cruel very often, but even if your life never shapes up to how you want it to be, and even if you have to claw your way through it whilst filled with stress and health and mental issues, I still figure it is not a very common opportunity to live on this Earth, and so I hope you continue to live. I really like the feel of this just by looking at it, looks like it could be an album cover for a demo or something similar.